J’ai décidé :)

for what it’s worth, i guess from now on i will life my life to the fullest and therefore this pink lady will b around & be my partner.

hmmm let’s see.

start from :

moving country, changing phone number, deleting the details, changing jobs, changing hairstyle, re-arrange my room, change the locks, change the key chain, removing every trace of them from the view so i’m not living with constant reminders, booking holiday, starting a new hobby, doing things i NEVER did with THEM,

going to new areas or places where you have no idea wth is that country, rationing myself to thinking of smth i wish i didn’t for only twenty minutes  a day and gradually decreasing, banning myself from talking about common things, not dwelling on the past. 

oush. it’s bigger than i thought

but 1st thing, 1st : make a decision, it’s a tougher than anything.and so..

let’s take another sip! for the journey that awaits he he he ;-) 

(Ps : happy ied mobarak,i believe today must be a very good day to re- everything) :D